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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

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Hello world, been neglecting this blog again... My 22nd birthday and chinese new year are over. And coming up soon, Valentine day. I am so not looking forward to V day, counting down to no. 22 lonely valentine day. Wonder how does it feel like to go out for a dinner on valentine day, exchanging gifts, receiving flowers... hmmm...

I guess my 22nd birthday is the happiest birthday party I ever had, no need to plan about location, number of guests turning up, foods, neither am I spending it alone, feel so damn relax having simple picnic with classmates and dinner with girlfriends. It feels so much better than hosting a birthday party myself.

Anyway gonna try apply NTU and NUS Civil Engineering again this year, I am still very into civil engineering. Everytime when I walk pass construction site, I will have 'sour' feelings, getting oh-so-emo that I wouldnt have the chance to walk around the contruction site wth my white helmet, planning and calculating the structures, gantt chart, preparing method statements. If I can get a degree in Civil Engineering field, if I can be a certified professional engineer, if can introduce solar glass to Singapore, if I am able to help out to build disaster relief home, if I am able to design and build a house and home for my future family, if only.....

Being feeling emo these few days, I dont know why too, but many things and problems just kept running through my minds as if it is running 24/7 and that 'sour' feeling just keep coming back to me out of nothing. I am getting tired, mentally. If I can lie on my bed for a day and disconnect from the world with nothing running through my little mind.

Friday 3/2/2011 630pm Black building with blue lights

Thursday, December 22, 2011

My coming 22nd birthday wish list

1. Leather camera bag

2. Van Cleef & Arpels watch...
HAHAHAS this one sure all my friends around my age cannot afford one, their cheapest watch cost around 11K. Gonna get one when I start working and earning big bucks.

3. Samantha Vega Flora bag

4. Samantha Vega wallet (Girlfriends are getting this for me) $300+

PS: Girlfriends, no ugly hot pink, no black, no red but baby colours PLEASE!

5. Loewe bag (Same design and colour) 3K+

Again, it is too expensive for people of my age to afford

6. Babypink daisy!

7. Escada Taj Sunset summer perfume $100+

8. Sugarbaby tinted lipbalm

The last time I saw this was in 2006, cost around $30+. At 16, it was too much for me to buy a $30+ lipbalm, but it was the best lipbalm I ever tried before. Sad to say I couldnt find it in Singapore anymore.. =( It was a sister brand of Pupa.